Sometimes I get so disappointed in myself that I can't be like her, that I can't just pick up an instrument and start playing it like the rest of my family can. Instruments were always a struggle, always a guided practice... never creative for me. I love being able to draw and express myself visually, but sometimes it's just not enough. I want to play my soul, sing my soul, and hear the vibrations escape into the universe. Maybe now is another opportunity to extend my being artistically. I'll start today.